Don't complain when you can make it better.

Dear Mr. cloud,

Today during second period was the weirdest. I didn't change for p.e. I kind of lost my shorts. Since I didn't change for p.e. I had to rake the sand so it can be fluffy. As I was raking people kept staring at me. When I said people I meant the guys because I had to rake the guy's side of the sand. While raking, Kurt and his friend kept staring at me as if they were talking about me. Well, they probably were because I over heard them say "Her? She's ugly." And Kurt said, "No, the one raking." In my head, "Wtf." After the guys jumped the long jump thing they all left to the boy's locker room leaving Jennifer, Jenny, and me with Kurt and the big teacher. It was so awkward, the teacher was like, "So, Kurt did you go to the homecoming dance?" Kurt replies, "No." Teacher "Why?" Kurt "I didn't have a date" Jennifer "You asked Kimberly."Kurt "She didn't want to go with me" Me "whatever! You said 'just kidding'"Teacher "That's messed up." Then Jenny and Jennifer ran away, in other words, ditching me. Then the teacher said "So how are your grades in school?"Kurt "All A's"Teacher [looking at me] "You made a wise choice with this boy." I didn't say anything and norr did Kurt. Then after a while the teacher left us, leaving just Kurt and me. Kurt said "You looked funny when you were raking."I said "I'll take that as a compliment so, thank you."Kurt "Everyone was staring at you, you're so stupid, why did you let them stare at you? You couldn't have raked somewhere else?"I said, "Ah, why do you care so much if they stare?" He didn't say anything but he did change the subject. We talked about other things and then he went to the boy's locker room then I went into the girl's locker room. See, wasn't that awkward. I had a second thought about him, but I was like "Nah, I should stick with 'Shrub' "I guess I am sticking with "Shrub" I just hope I'm not making a stupid decision. I didn't really see "Shrub" today. I don't think we even talked to each other. I know I'm sad too. Ha ha. I talked to him today. He wanted to help me proof read. :DOmfg. That made me really happy, but I think he was just trying to be nice. He also had a project thing to finish but he was talking to me still. <3>