I can feel my heart, it's beating, it's beating harder and harder.

Dear Mr. Cloud,

Today was a wonderful day I saw Melanie today! It was fun hanging out with her for fifteen minutes or so. I miss her I also wish she goes to Independence. I was so happy today "You're not coming with us?" That made my heart beat so fast. In my head I was thinking, "Awe, do you want me to stay with you?" I really wish I could have at least one hug with him though. It does not have to be a long one, or a full one. A half hug is fine too although a full hug would be better. If I do ever get a hug from him, I swear I would be warm through out winter. I am happy with what I have right now too. I love how Jodie, Michelle, Jenny, and I can bound so well. I also love how I am building a friendship with him and how we can communicate. I am thankful for what I have and whom I have in my life. Want to know a secret? I still like the person I have like since last year. I tried getting over him with other people, I know, I know, That's horrible. I can't think of a better way I tried any other way possible. I thought he does not like me, right? Today, I am confused about him. Sometimes Jenny thinks he likes me too. I just do not know. He gives signs that he does and signs that he does not. See, confusing. Any how, I still like him. I want to stop, but at the same time I do not want to. What should I do? I told myself and Jodie, Jenny, and Michelle that I am going to stay committed to him until junior year of high school. Even if I think I should stop liking him, I can not. Oh well, as long as he and my friends are happy then I am happy too. I will always be there for him and my friends, no matter what. Speaking of which, I told Trinity today about the things we needed to tell her, but she is still not listening, this is my second time telling her how badly she has been behaving. Huey had five stars but he lost two stars from us today. Want to know why? I am going to tell you any ways because it is my blog. So, he lost two stars from us because one; he does not look Michelle in the eye anymore and two; he did not even stand close to Michelle today! He makes it seem like he does not care about their relationship. Okay, maybe you are like, "Kimberly, why the hells do you care so much?" Well, Michelle is my best friend I care a lot about her. If Huey loses all five stars then that would be horrible, that would just mean he is not good enough for Michelle. Some of you are probably like, "Why are you taking away stars for something so stupid or little?" Or maybe some of you do not care, but I think the smallest things are the things that matter most. Maybe we should take away stars for bigger things? Ha ha. I love Michelle and I don't want to see her hurt, neither does Jodie nor Jenny. If Huey hurts Michelle really badly, I'm going to hurt him ten times as bad. (: